Awful. Truly awful.
I lost my best friend yesterday. He was a wonderful man - loving, sweet, the most generous, honest, sincere and amazing person. He was always there for you. No matter what. They truly broke the mold after him.
I experienced it first hand. It was terrible. Awful. I had the awful, devastating experience of being on the phone with Meredith when he was found yesterday. I had a feeling something was wrong. I hadn’t heard from him in 2 days. And not a day ever goes by without us talking or texting or something - no matter where in the world he was. God, it was awful. Once I got to the apt, I also had to deliver this terrible, terrible news to some of our most dear love ones - Brad P., Kenny O’C, John G., Karen N., John H., Bick, Craig, and everyone else. I’m sorry, I hated making those calls - I just had to be blunt. But I had to - you had to know. And those of you in TN, or wherever else - I know you’re all here in spirit.
It won’t be the same without you. That’s for sure.
But know, much love to Meredith, his amazing girlfriend. We’re all here for you. Always. Me, Stef, Jamie, Damian, John H., Kenny, Bick, Karen, everyone…
Thank you to the NYPD, the first responders, detectives, ME, etc., for all your help.
I am tired, puffy, watery eyed and worn out. I’m taking the next few days off (my goodness, for another wake/funeral, too) and then I’ll be off to Nashville for whatever is next.
I’ll miss you Chris. We’ll all miss you. I hate this.
Christopher Todd Feinstein, artist, musician, producer, writer, and most importantly, best friend: 1967 - 2009
